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[RC] Dice again - Tracey LomaxTitle: Dice againI’m beginning to despair so excuse me if this is maudlin. He started a fever again at 12pm, and despite cold hosing and covering him in a wet day sheet, it’s not come down. I have now put bute in his feed, and am hoping it will work. Last night it didn’t and I had to re-bute him at 2am. His head is more swollen. Despite that he’s still eating and drinking and cuddling and generally himself, even to the point of nipping Roderick at some point yesterday evening (he’s a mommy’s boy and dad was interfering). Rod also lost his grandfather this afternoon, so please spare a thought for him, as he’s now grieving. Shit, I feel as if I don’t know where to turn. Saw my vet today who can’t suggest anything more. Have run out of homeopathic muti and reluctant to get more as it didn’t seem to help, bute did more. He responds to the dagga, and to the reiki and I actually went out and bought crystals for his stable. Tom Ivers would be spinning like a top, (sorry, Ti, desperate times J). Jaime has just come and put her arms around me and said “Mother, remember, we’ve always been okay”. Wise words coming from a 3yo, and it reminded me that it was she who said “I just have to believe that Dice will be okay, Mother”. Oh, and she calls me Mother because that’s what Bambi calls his mother….
Tracey
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